dms
I used many words to describe that ‘sorrow’. ‘It is my sorrow, sorrow like fish drowning in water, or kid crying in the crowd, or tears dropping on the floor, or someone I can never be with, or things lost in time.’
I had wanting to tell what it is rationally, but finally I tried to remember things emerge in my mind when sorrow comes. It is true that negative emotions, I mean those emotions will not killing you, are always the origin of my idea. I guess it is because those bad vibes are all around us since we born, they have full of performance, and resilience.
Just like how I describe my sorrow. It shows itself with different appearances every time. Sometimes it is a dead fish, sometimes it is my favourite person. But fundamentally they are the same. That is why I drew the same face in multiple style. There are a sketch style on the bottom and a realistic style above it. The other two styles are Chinese ink and Celluloid. But in purpose of showing the instability of my memory, I hided them in a large black block.